they say you gotta lose a couple fights to win...

 i'm done! i'm not not going to school anymore, working, living in kaysville, waiting for stuff to happen.

woooooow. (said like scott pilgrim/michael cera, please) i can't remember the last time i was this excited. and i feel so different. like, over big stretches of time, it's easy/interesting to see how i've changed, but i feel like i've changed and changed and changed just over the past...well, semester. (it doesn't really make sense to call it that, cause i wasn't in school, but it's exactly that stretch of time. :) )

I'm  supposed to talk on the resurrection tomorrow, and i'm having a hard time focusing on one thing, because there are so many GREAT events in the gospel around Easter.

(YESSSS. mom's not putting celery in the sandwiches. you're welcome, everyone that's going to eat one tomorrow. me and ashley definitely fought for that one. anyway.)

Everything is centered around it! The great faith of those who patiently waited, and had faith, and followed Christ, even if they never saw Him during their life on earth. Isn't that most of us? It is hard, I suppose, to believe in something so much, if we've never literally seen it, or experienced it, but. That's what this life is about! Having faith and persevering and making it work. Because Christ did come and atone for our sins, He was resurrected, and He will come again.

So much LOVE in my heart right now. Which is also what the gospel's totally about. We have this process of repentance through the atonement given to us because our Heavenly Father loves us, and wants us to be happy, and wants us to return to Him. And our Elder Brother volunteered Himself out of love.

i love my excellent friends i've grown up with, from birth to high school, and i love all the wonderful times i've had in this adorable county with them. i love all my baby missionaries, most of whom are getting home this summmmer, and i'm so excited for all of them and their families and friends! :) i love all my wonderful friends i've met in the places i've worked. sometimes those are the most awesome friends, because they're literally made through hard work. i love all my darling cawledge friends and all the crazy adventures we've had, and long talks, and grooowing experiences. and i love my family, most of all. SOOOO much. they are soooo wonderful and great and hilarious and awesome.

and MOST of all, i love my Father in Heaven. and that is why i'm leaving all these wondypants people for eighteen months. so that i can help bring happiness to the lives of many other people i'll come to love.

best wall paper ever, right? i'll miss it.

i'm. so. exciiiittttteeeeed.

MAY is bustin' out all overrrr!

sooo. i was thinking. back when i didn't go to college, may was such a great month. it was warmer outside, projects were being finished, school got a little easier, and everyone was in a better mood. :)

wait...already did that...awkward. okay. sooo. what's it supposed to be now?

haha anyway. i'm home right now...and it's just so confusing. i was hungry, and went to the pantry, and was so overwhelmed by the vast amount of food i'd actually like to eat...i ended up eating nachos, with premade sauce. healthAY missy, good job. anyway. i was playing with my padre's sd card to find a picture of baby mckay and landed on these treasures:

the easter bunny TOTALLY still visits this fam. hahha. (kyle and i searching)

and tiff was insistant that pregnant ladies are fully capable of hunting...(she was serious, she got like twice as many as me. though, i did get less than EVERYone...i'm not aggressive enough. haha.)

post hunting...(check out marshall's egg-hunting gear, please)

just kinda cute. and epic. (yo, mi mama, mi abuela, y mi hermano hiking in Zion's in Feb.)
my dad is a super winner at capturing great moments on camera. (also hiking in Zion's in Feb.)

sooooo...this week, our family expanded. here's mckay dale blanch in his daddy's arms:

nine pounds four ounces. big baby. :)

my family is great. and hilarious. i stole these all from my padre.

go family.