last night while we were running around.

i KNOW i overuse the word cute. and i KNOW it's confusing. because, yes, i have a far more broad definition for the word than most people.

BUT.

efy kids are SOOO CUUUTE. i don't know why they bug people. they're so adorable, terrified of everything, trying so hard to act cool...pretty much all of them failing....ahhhh i love that aaaaaage. they're going through such a CRAZY time in their lives...figuring out who they are...actually...i guess college is the same thing. just scarier. hahha. anyway.

i love beirut. i can't remember ever loving every single song a band's ever written. like yeah...coldplay is incredible, i'll listen everything by them, and IIII think jason mraz's voice is beautiful enough that i'd listen to anything he sings...but i think that's more because i'm in love with the IDEA of the artist, and the fact that it's THEIR song, than the song itself.

but beirut...i just love. everything. today's song: (transatlantique, on elephant gun)

it makes my heart sssssing. i don't know any other way to describe it.

...i'm still not sure the point of this post....sorry.
haha.

oh p.s. there TOTALLY was a man that died at utah lake last week, his boat capsized, i believe on that super windy day.
WEAR A LIFE[VEST].
not that i regret going, either time, thank you ty and the best ward EVER.

p.p.s. i love the skyroom. and...when missionaries get to the point that they care more about working hard than letters. :)

Fall 2012

I just put a few big fat envelopes in the mailbox this week...and even though it was a one way conversation (obviously), it felt like i was catching up with my best friends. a lot. and i've just had warm fuzzies ever since, thinking about when we really do catch up. and i get to see their little man faces.
if i didn't know the gospel was the most TRUE and WONDERFUL thing ever, i probably wouldn't be able to survive their being gone-ness.

but i do.
so it's okay.

tbear, kirkle, francis, jordie, danny, jonrose, spp, nater, kevbot, spacker, eth: i love you all BUCKETS. and i MISS YOU.
but it's okay.
see you in a little.