it's been a long time, long time now, since i've seen you smile.

welcome back my dear friend. (sun)
i have loads of happy pictures i kinda want to share...but i need to find my cord.
haha.

i don't really LIKE getting obsessed with..."things", but it happens.
my" thing" right now, is beirut.



i love that feeling summer always gives me, like i can do ANYTHING and i don't have to care what ANYONE thinks, and i can just have fun with old and older friends, and famdam, and make new friends, and just plaaaay.(and work. for mone-AY)
i think it's because i've ripped off that mentality that i need to obey my scholastic instructors/institution.
see, i'd make a terrible teacher.

however, i will not gamble away my time. i am using EVERY moment.
now let me go see if i'm an auntie yet.
thank you, have a nice day. :)

to catch them is my real test, to train them is my cause.

yesterday was CRAZY. i had no time for anything, so, of course, i did everything. after almost all events for the day had transpired, ratch suggested to me that i skip the last activity, that is, to not watch the first episode of pokemon with alec tucker and barret. i kinda freaked out and responded that i would've skipped the soccer game, spanish, work, eating, but NOT this.

in that funny little moment, i think i defined myself a little. i don't mind bailing on work or school, which, obviously i should, but i absolutely cannot miss pokemon.

...just kidding. i can't miss lovely time spent with lovely friends. moral of the story: some people might think i need to set my priorities straight...but i think they're fabulous the way they are.

THERE. happy?

well.

i'm sitting next to rachel barney. she's really great. i think we spend way too much time together. but that's okay. on facebook today i said i was addicted to three things, one of them being people i love. that was completely true. today i wondered if i could survive living out in the middle of nowhere with no one to talk to.

i think i'd become very good at having conversations with myself. which is great. i kinda feel like i'm doing that right now.

okay this is nonsense, i'm done.